Tomorrow my brother is leaving for Ottawa for 2 months.  Ever since my sister moved into her own place, me and my brother have gotten a lot closer.  We were without my parents for a couple of weeks because they went on a vacation and we became really good friends.  I'm gonna really miss him.  I don't know what I'm gonna do when he gets married and moves on with his life.  Just so everyone knows, as you get older, you become closer with your siblings.  You become their friends.  I hate saying goodbye.

I do know that this is the right thing for him though.  And I am so proud of my big brother.  He's become a man.  And I know that after he takes this french course that he is taking over there, he will become one of the best cops the world has ever seen.

Oh, and I'm really missing j-dog these days.  Can I swim across the pond to see you?  I wish that I would win the lottery so that I could meet up with you.  But, that would involve playing the lottery first and since I don't have money to play the lottery (because I should really stop buying books and coffee but you know I can't) it doesn't seem very likely that I will be joining you.  That and the fact that I am gonna see Relient K in 15 days. 

And this is where the happy part comes in.  In 15 days, I will not only go on my trip of the summer, but I will also go and visit my old boss who I just adore.  Also, there is the minor part of me seeing the best band that I have ever heard in my life.  Yes, that's right.  I'm going to see Relient K at the Warped Tour.  Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I'm so happy about that. 

The happy part doesn't equal the sad though.  I'm gonna miss my big bro.